Whatcha looking at?

Ever feel like you’re MIA and everywhere at the same time?
Kinda how its been for me these past few days, weeks, months. (:

Maybe I was just going through the motions, but what motions exactly?
I sort of felt like a dog chasing my own tail, and damn I’m dizzy.

A confused mind does nothing – Get clear on what it is you want, and how to get there.

I’ll tell ya  at 27, so far ‘adulting’ is quite interesting to say the least. We were not put here to just pay bills and die, I SWEAR. And for the record, I definitely don’t have it all figured out, and that’s what I think makes it exciting, figuring out what works, and what doesn’t.

I do however have a great big list of what NOT to do 😀 — learned a lot.

*just keep swimming*

We might get wrapped up in what I’m calling ‘screen envy’ .. looking at someone else’s BEST moment and comparing them to your RIGHT now. #guilty
*cut that outttttt* U R AWESOME, right now & always. There I said it. You should too!


It took a – disconnect & reconnect + to get my mind & body right again.

My latest 4 months was filled with no job, fat swollen legs, multiple ER visits, and a FUGLY rash -__-  I’ve decided to stop having a quarter life crisis and get a grip; & snap back to reality.

HellO, it’s me.

It wasn’t ALL bad though, I’ve also had a birthday, gotten PT certified, and highly improved my ‘books I’ve read’ list thus far for 2016.


I Took a trip with my gal-pal PRESLEY and we went to the Barnegat Lighthouse —
Off the screen and into the scene
(yes I know you’re reading this on a screen and for that I am grateful, thx keep reading :] )

**look photos**

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* that last one is a doozy ^^

wwwwwwweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :insert upside-down smiley emoji:

Had a grand ol’ time, tryna lure in the cutie filled Coast Guard boat to make some friends, and constantly snap photos with our ‘frou frous’ as I called our wispy pieces of hair flying all over the place.

Needed this crisp refresher after the months of suck, and I can actually believe it wasn’t an alcoholic beverage ^^ LOL

If you would like to follow along while you’re doing your own cool shit :

snapchat – @iwannabcait

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That’s all for now!



Phantom of the Inlet


Hello World.

Drones are taking over o.O , and how does that make you feel???????????????? – We once replaced man with machine, and then did it again and again.. idk if I love it or hate it, TBD!

So being that I have all of this free time lately … when I’m not on the daily grind, trying to find/create a job that I love, #thestruggleisreal (HUSTLE HARD) I find myself exploring new hobbies & doing cool *FREE* shit.

A MOTTO : IF IT’S FREE IT’S FOR ME – who doesn’t love free?

Please, enjoy.

Took out a Phantom 3 DRONE the other day and cruised it over the Point Pleasant Boardwalk & Manasquan Inlet.                     ccccchhheccckkkkk iiittttt ouuuuttttttt

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See those two people in front of the left walkway… that’s us!
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I also started using VSCOcam (have no idea what I’m doing) BUT I hear its what all the hipsters use.

Cool filters, I’m a fan!

And here’s the Manasquan Inlet



DCIM100MEDIADJI_0047.JPGBIRDS EYE VIEW. Do birds see in color? Ready, I’ll sing the song that comes to mind :
I’m blue if I was green I would die.. I’m in need of a guy.. da ba de da ba dieeee…

Recap :
After flying this little drone doohickey and capturing some amazing shots and video it REALLY flipped my perspective — WE ARE SO BIG YET SUUUUPER SMALL.

In the scheme of things, life is what we make it. No matter how little or how big of an impact we want to make in this GREAT BIG WORLD, it’s entirely up to us.

We have control. We may not feel like we do at times, and that’s okay. Keep on keeping on. And check in with yourself, how are you feeling? How are your thoughts?

Seeing shots like this helps me realize a change in perspective can do wonders.

I really enjoyed my first drone dance. More to come!